| i think i like someone... like actually like someone... cassady amanda and kim know and i think james might but im somewhat scared to tell jessie... she likes making fun of the guys i like... i dont know... ill tell her sooner or later ... i dont know... i dont feel like talkin about him. i feel stupid... i see him diffrently than everyone else does... i dont know... i think im done... bout to go pick up john from brentwood... fun fun eh??
god!!! i just wanna scream out loud how i feel... nothin bad... actually good but i dont think that i can scream inside and i dont feel like goin outside. haha. but i gots ta go buh bye
hugs and kisses
cuts and bruises
-Angela-
.:Edit:.
nvm i didnt go with cassady to pick up john in brentwood. but yeah ... lots of stuff goin on... nothin i wanna talk about... but yeah .. its all bullshit. but yeah ... im so confused at the moment... i dont know what to do .... i dont know how to act ... i dont know nothing at the moment.... i feel like an idiot. but o well... errr... i feel so weird... i dont know how i want to feel ... i dont feel nothing. im just thinking... thinkin about a lot of shit. about the other night. about people... about things... just a million things goin through my head... i hate how people think they know you. they think that just because you know how to wear a smile automatically means your happy...that you have no flaws. i dont know... confusion. but yeah ... i think imma go now... bye
hugs and kisses
cuts and bruises
-Angela- |
| |
| heeeeey long time ... haha. nothin great... im skippin school tomorrow... fun fun Yo ... heh . yep hung out with sutton scotty ray mike cassady jessie kim mandie james and jacob tha past few days... lots of fun. mike and suttons cars got towed. cassady got a boyfriend. me and kim had one crazi night [. not sexually .] jessie... well shes havin bad luck with guys ... or was ... i dont know anymore... me and kim had deep talks. i consider them deep atleast... well talks that i would have with anyone other than her mandie and jessie. but i told her stuff that i felt i couldnt tell jessie or mandie. i told mandie some of the stuff i told her but not all of it ... not even half... i dont know... i just spilled last night... and words wasnt all that spilt... [. drinks haha .] it was crazi ... o yeah i hung out with patrik and charles... cant stand patrick ... hes gettin on my nerves so bad!!! errr... but o well... i gtg home now so ill ttyl. buh bye.
hugs and kisses
cuts and bruises
-Angela- |
| |
